HUGE NEWS!!!

Well I have big news!!! Actually it is f**king massive news!! :-)

Drum roll please!! :-)

Nortynessy will be flying out of Australia near the end of March and heading to Houston, Texas, USA for almost 2 weeks. F**k I am excited!! I can not wait!! I have a bit over 7 months and I will be flying out. I am going to be with my mate Rach and a heap of others so it is going to be just one big pi** up for nortynessy!! :-)

Only bad thing that has happened lately is my passport application got rejected and it was because the guy that I work with has a different address on his licence and his electoral roll. Man I was pi**ed off when I got the letter for the passport place. But I have 21 days to get someone else to do it for me. Just gotta go and find the photos again!!

So I am one f**king excited nortynessy. So there is my huge f**king news!! :-)

More Weird News!!

Car dealer Walter Moore of Max Motors in Butler, Mo. (an hour south of Kansas City), announced in May a free premium to every car purchaser: either $250 worth of gasoline or a gift certificate for a handgun. He told KMBC-TV that 80 percent of customers choose the gun. [KMBC-TV (Kansas City), 5-20-08]

Cardiologists at Hartford (Conn.) Hospital, writing in the June Annals of Emergency Medicine, described a patient suffering from irregular heartbeat whose rhythm was restored to normal following a Tasering by police. [Medical News Today, 5-28-08] (And who would have thought that tasering could come in handy!!! LOL)

Races Today

Well my Mum has scored some free tickets to the races today, so that looks like where I will be. :-) Plus I am getting free drinks!! You gotta f**king love that!! And I don't even think I am going to drink Jack today. I am feeling like it is a champagne and OJ day!! LOL

We went shopping on Thursday night and my Mum bought me a really awesome outfit for the races!! She went crazy with the spending, but I was loving it because she was spending on me!!! Will definitely post pictures from today, I am going to get s**t faced!! LMAO!!

Afternoon Tea

Well the girls in my block of units decided that we were going to be ladies this afternoon and we were going to an "afternoon tea". F**k me dead!! I ain't no f**king lady!! Actually I can be a lady when the time is called for, although I don't like doing it!! So anyway we all had a really nice time just sitting around and talking and eating lots of yummy food!!!

Here are some pics from this afternoon.

It's Been A While Lyrics

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high and
it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

Staind - It's Been Awhile

Love this song and it reminds me of someone pretty special...

Baby Bro Was Home!!!

Oh my f**king god!! It was so good to see my baby brother!! I f**king cried the moment that I saw him!! I have really missed him or it may have just been me being a little bit hormonal!!

We had a really nice time, we got to spend the whole weekend together and I didn't have Princess Madds, so I didn't need to worry about her and we got to play up!!!

And fuck did we play up!! I was too smashed to take photos!! I have a couple of me on Saturday morning and I look a bit how you going, but I overcome that by going to the Union Hotel for 10.30am Jack Daniels and cokes!! It certainly woke me up and I got to watch all the people pass. They must have thought that we were all f**king huge pissheads, but hey I was thirsty, Keith was thirsty and we didn't want to have to wait in a hairdressers whilst my brother got his f**king hair cut!!

So here are a few pics from the weekend. Oh and my bro and Keith followed us to Young this afternoon, so that he was able to surprise Princess Madds as she was devastated that she was missing out on seeing him for the weekend.

Keith & his beer.

We had a little fire....

Bro and I (notice the JD shirt... It came all the way from Texas!! Love ya Rach!!)

Me and baby bro again.

Our drinks at 10.30am. :-)

Jimmy Eat World - hear you me

Sad Day!!

Today has been a bit of a sad day for me. It was 11 years ago that my Pop passed away. It f**king (sorry Pop!!) devastated our whole family when we lost him. It does not feel that long ago, that I was a 17 year old on my P plates having to drive my inconsolable Mum from Canberra to Wagga. That was one day that I will never forget. I knew something had happened, because both my brother and I had skipped school and gone to my best mate Les' place to hang out. At 11.10am we went down to Calwell shopping centre to get something to eat. At 11.15am, I had the god awful feeling and thought that there was no way I could eat. Later on I would find out that was the exact minute that my Pop left this earth. Maybe it was his way of telling me that he was gone.

My life has not been the same since my Pop or my Uncle Eugene left us. In ways, I feel like alot of things in my life went down hill since then. It was like two out of the four men that I actually trust in this world had left me. I now only have my Dad and my brother there to trust and protect me.

I f**king hate death!! I f**king hate it!! I f**king hate having no control over s**t like that!!

Alright I am going to finish this as I can see it just getting worse. Sorry for the morbid mood, just not f**king happy at all.

Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will all be good when I get that cuddle that I want. :-)

Downfall Matchbox Twenty

Special Ones - George

Isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face,
but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled
permeates my essence to the point where I,
Don't want to see you hear you,
be anywhere near you,
you probably think I'm threatened by you
but your illusionary power doesn't threaten me,
Actually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,
I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises you
I suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,
those with integrity have won the match before it's begun

So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me

Some can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured mould,
you could offer me nothing,
you could offer me nothing that I need
Do you think I'm asking too much?
A kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned,
how can I open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?
I've honoured your honour to the point of embarrassment,
but innocence in the hands of the guilt-free is kicked to,
is kicked to the curb
I was ashamed of my innocence,
I was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity
I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me

So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me

I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.

This is not worthy of me
and now with clarity I see
that I can walk away,
I can walk away

I Am Going To Cry!!

I am so going to cry!!! My Stuie is not coming home now for the weekend. I am f**king devastated!! He just called me and is unable to come down!!! F**k I was near crying on the phone!!

Stu, I am sorry for being so upset, but you know that it is because I love you so f**king much!! And I have missed you f**king terribly since you moved. It is like you took part of my heart with you, when you moved. Chin up Stu, I might be up there in 2 weeks, so hopefully we can party then, if I am feeling up to it.

It will still be a good weekend, Chris is still coming down and Stu's sister is coming round for drinks, so Stu, you will be there in spirit!!

F**k I am still going to record that video for you when I am pissed!!

Love ya Stu!!!

Surgeons cut 16 washers from penis

A MAN was operated on in Hornsby Hospital early today to remove 16 stainless steel washers from his penis.

Berowra Fire Rescue officers were called to alleviate the man from his awkward predicament at 3am.

It was not clear how the situation arose.

Click Here For Full Article

Note: I want to know what the f**k this bloke was thinking when he put 16 f**king washers on his c**k?? I must admit that I was crying from laughter when I read this article!!! :-) It gave me some entertainment for the day!!

New Church Sign!!

LMFAO!!!

Feeling Great!!

I am feeling bloody awesome today!! First of all my baby bro is coming home, my Stuie is coming home on the weekend and other things in my life are really starting to look up!!

Plus I have more f**king awesome news!! My mate Rach, is going to be in Oz from the 27th of December to the 6th of January!! F**k I am so f**king excited!! I near wet myself the other night when she told me that they had booked their tickets. Rach I think you need to email me copies of the tickets, so I can stop pinching myself and know that it is real!! LMFAO!!

I am sad about one thing though and that is the fact that my best mate is going through a really rough patch at the moment and I don't know how the f**k to fix things for her. I don't know what I can do to make things better for her, my hands are pretty much tied and I hate feeling helpless!! It is one emotion that I don't deal with very well at all. I am trying my best to do what I can to make her feel better and it is hard being where I am and she is not here with me. I wish she was here just so I could give her a huge f**king hug!!

Anyway that is about it from me for today with all of my news!! I don't think that I can handle anymore excitement after the past few days!! :-)

Busta Rhymes ft. Linkin Park - We Made It [GREAT QUALITY!]

F**king love this song, so am going to leave it as a post!! :-)

Baby Bro Is Coming Home For The Weekend!!!

F**k I am so excited!! My baby bro is coming home for the weekend!! It is going to be huge!! He will be home at about 6 on Friday night (when I have to be at Young dropping Princess Madds off to her father), but when I get back, look out JD & Cokes!! We are planning on just sinking as much piss as we can!! Chris is bringing his best mate Keith with him and the last time that they were home, it was bad!!! I literally could not f**king walk!! They f**ked me up that much!! Ah but it was so worth it!!

Here is a picture from the last time that they were down of me and the damage that they f**kind did to me!! LMFAO!!




F**king Goneskis!!!

And then my beloved Stuie is coming home for the weekend too, just because I wanted him to!! F**k I love ya Stu and can't wait to see you!!

Will definitely post pictures of the damage that they cause!!!

Chester Pictures!!

I was looking on the net before and my lordy!! F**k me there are so many f**king hot pictures of Chester!! F**k he is hot!! Everyone thinks that I am crazy for thinking he is hot, but hey each to their own!! LMFAO!! I don't know what it is with guys that are really skinny and dark haired!! It is just what I like!! Maybe it is because I am so skinny and am dark haired myself!! Who knows.

When my bro and I were at the concert, the moment that Chester took his shirt off, I thought I was going to choke!! My bro looked at me and yelled at the top of his lungs in my ear "Keep it in your f**king pants sis!!" F**king smartarse Chris is, but it was pretty f**king funny and true!! LMFAO!!

Anyway I am going to share some of my favourite pictures of my "other" favourite man!! So here's Chester!!! :-)

He just looks so sweet!! :-)

F**k he is in jeans here and I love it!!

Love his tatts!!! :-)

Faint - Linkin Park

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can seethese scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believethis is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

[Chorus](I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored!!!

Note: The bold part of the lyrics is my favourite part of the song!! :-)

Why Aren't People Helpful Anymore??

My boss's wife and I went into the Telstra shop today to get some help with our phone bills at work. (Being that I used to work for Telstra at Salmat, I knew alot of what I wanted etc.) Anyway this bloke (must say that I was perving and my boss's wife caught me out too!!! LMAO He was f**king hot!!) was just not helpful. Maybe he was new, I don't know but he really didn't know that much and I think that I knew more about what we needed and wanted than he did and I haven't worked at Salmat since the end of 2004!! Maybe he doesn't really want his job or doesn't like it, because he just didn't seem to really give a flying f**k about helping us. Maybe he was having a really bad day, but it just seems that nowadays, no one wants to f**king help anymore. Why is that?? F**k I don't know!!

Anyway it was an interesting time at the Telstra shop. Atleast I got to look at some rather nice eye candy!! :-)

Nortynessy has her own beer!!!

I have forgotten to tell everyone about my beer!!

I got a parcel from Rach a couple of weeks ago and inside it was a bottle of beer. I was a bit perplexed until I read the label and it is called "Nessie"!! How f**king cool is that!! I have alcomohol named after me!! LMAO!!!

Anyway so here is a pic of my beer!!!

Quotes 4

There is one Being, this self; It neither comes nor goes. - Swami Vivekananda

Truth resides in the heart of every man. - Mahatma Gandhi

To understand yourself is the beginning of wisdom. - Krishnamurti

Growing up means accepting the concept of no. - Swami Prajnanpad

By nature, men are nearly alike; by practice, they get to be wide apart. - Confucious

The mind is very difficult to see, very delicate and subtle; It moves and lands wherever it pleases. The wise one should guard his mind, For a guarded mind brings happiness. - The Dhammapada

That which you have tried yourself, whicj you have experienced, which you have recognized as true, and which will be beneficial to you and to others; believe that, and shape your conduct to it. - Buddha

Downfall - Matchbox Twenty

Wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me
I want you to be unused
I want you to remember
I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side

Come on and lay it down
Ive always been with you
Here and now
Give all thats within you
Be my savior
And Ill be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm

Here we go again
Ashamed of being broken in
Were getting off track
I wanna get you back again
I want you to trouble me
I wanted you turning down
I want you to agree with me
I want so much so bad

Come on and lay it down
Ive always been with you
Here and now
Give all thats within you
Be my savior
And Ill be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm

Yeah, be my savior
(only love can save us now)
(dont lay me down)
(only love can save us now)
Ill be your downfall
(Ill be your downfall)
(ah, love can save us now)
(dont save me now)

Lay it down
Ive always been with you
Hear me now
With all thats within you
Be my savior
And Ill be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm

Now Im back on my own
Hear my feet, theyre made of stone
Man, I make you go where I go
Well hell, you, can I take you home
Well, Im coming home on my back
Kissing me, your lips painted black
Saying oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let me be your downfall
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let me be your downfall, baby

More Matchbox Twenty Vids

Downfall

Bright Lights

Quotes 3

You must first of all free yourself from the normal way in which you interpret facts. - Swami Prajnanpad

We would rather cling to the known than face the unknown. - Krishnamurti

We do not make harmony. We do not achieve it or gain it. It is there all the time. - Maezumi Roshi

Love is life, hatred is death. - Swami Vivekananda

Whatever you want to be, start to develop that pattern now. You can instill an trend in your consciousness right now, provided you inject a strong thought in your mind; then your actions and whole being will obey that thought. - Paramahansa Yogananda

We must learn to love those who think exactly opposite to us... We must learn to love the man who differs from us in opinion. - Swami Vivekananda

Pissed Off!!

Today must be the f**king day to piss nortynessy off!! F**k me f**king dead!! (GRR, I know you love that line, so I have just put it in there for you!! LOL) I seriously need to just go to bed, cause I am going to f**king snap it soon enough!!

Most of this stems from an appointment that I had today and when I get there they tell me that my f**king test results were not available because the test wasn't done properly in the first f**king place!! Oh my f**king lord!! I was so ready to go off my f**king head!! I was already so f**king nervous about going and then when I get there, I don't get any f**king answers at all!!

Alright I have had my vent now, I feel lots better!! LOL

What a time!!

Well as you may be able to tell I haven't been on the net very often lately.

Anyway have also been rather busy with work, had a time management meeting last week and really didn't like it that much, but hey there ain't much I can do about that. So we have worked out a timetable that will hopefully get me to not feel so lost sometimes at work!! :-)

Mum just got back from Canberra a couple of hours ago and has brought me back some Krispy Kreme donuts!! Oh I am in heaven!!

Not much else to report really, just spending time with Princess Madds and the fella, working etc. Boring, but also really good at the same time if that makes any f**king sense!!

Can't seem to take the smile off my face, which is rather unusual for me!! LOL

Better go, Princess Madds is driving me crazy, yet again!! :-)

New Linkin Park Song

F**k me f**king dead!! LOL I was on the net the other day and saw a picture of Chester, so naturally I clicked on the link and it brought up a new song by Busta Rhymes and Linkin Park. Am really liking this new song, it is called We Made It and am liking the video clip even better, due to the fact that I can perv heaps at Chester!! It must be something about the bad boy look that I like.

Anyway here is the video clip to We Made It.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAMbCmK0iHg

Matchbox Twenty Concert - Part 1

Well we had a great time at the concert and oh my f**king god!! Rob Thomas is still pretty damn hot!! We had seating tickets, however my brother and I figured out that we would be able to get on to the floor space as they weren't checking tickets and that is what we did!!

They played all of my favourites and they also played a song that I absolutely love!! It's called Downfall and I am going to post the video clip to it later on.

Anyway got lots of footage on my mobile phone, its not that clear but it is still pretty good. I needed to use my mobile heaps as I had the blokes in front of me that were so f**king tall and I could not see over them!! The price I pay for being a f**king short arse!! LOL

So here are the videos from the concert.

Intro

All Your Reasons

3am

3 Days To Go Till Matchbox Twenty!!

Well I am really starting to get excited now!! Only 3 more days and I will be at the Matchbox Twenty concert!! Rob Thomas here I come!! LOL

I am leaving on Thursday night and we are driving up to Canberra. We will stop at Princess Madds grandparents house to see them and then we will be off to see that f**king s**t of a brother of mine!! LMAO!!

I am pretty excited about seeing that S**t of a brother because I haven't seen him since easter and I have been missing him a bit.

I will definitely attempt to take my camera in, otherwise the mobile phone might just have to do the trick again. Will post lots and lots of pics when I get back!!

Have a great weekend!!

Does She Stop?

Well I am exhausted!! And it isn't really from doing anything!! It is from listening to Princess Madds all day long!! LOL My darling Princess can honestly talk under water with concrete in her mouth!! HAHAHAH She is just like my grandmother and sometimes just does not stop talking.

The other day I said to Princess Madds "Madds, stop!!" She just looked at me and then I said to her "Take a breath!" HAHAHA

Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can get her to stop this non stop jabbering?? I have started nicknaming her "turbo tongue" and also "jabber jaws", which are nicknames that my Dad used to call my brother when he would talk non stop.

Anywah she goes to her fathers for the first week of the school holidays and even though I miss her terribly, I think that I am really going to enjoy the peace and quiet!! LOL

Easter 2008

Well I have been rather slack and have not been on here for a little while, so I think that it is about time that I updated this.

We had Easter at my Mum's place this year as my brother was home (along with his best mate) and we had the best time!! My grog even came all the way from Canberra. I wasn't able to get any grog in NSW on Good Friday so luckily my brother had not left Canberra by the time that the bottle shops opened and he was able to get me some four packs. Lucky otherwise it would have been a very boring and dry Good Friday for Norty Nessy. Anyway, got absolutely shit faced and here are the pics from Good Friday and Easter Saturday. I was a very messy norty nessy!! LMAO!!!

Chris and I.

Keith and I.

My Jack cans ofcourse!!

Carton Head!! LOL

The terrible two together again!!

Mummy's Boy

Here is the video from last weekend when we surprised my Mum with Chris coming home.

Last Weekend

My baby brother came back for the weekend to surprise my Mum and boy was she surprised!! It was so great to see my brother and we hit the p**s big time. I was almost falling over by the end of the night!! LMAO!! We decided to crash a get together that my Mum was having with her work collegues, but that was o.k. because Chris and I know almost everyone that was there and they are used to us being p**sheads!! LOL

I also had a wonderful time with Danielle and Carissa and so here are some photos from the weekend!! Yes, I was pretty p**sed!!

Mystery Bus Trip Pics 3

Mystery Bus Trip Pics 2

Mystery Bus Trip Pics 1

Finally here are the pictures for Danielle's mystery bus trip!!

Mystery Bus Trip

Well on the weekend it was my cousins mystery bus trip. It was to celebrate her 25th birthday and f**k me!!! I celebrated for her that is for sure!! I was f**king blind!! I have not been that drunk in years!! I really had an awesome time though. Did some norty things that I would not normally do e.g. bared my arse a few times!! LMAO!!

Jack and I had a wonderful talk, I can't even remember how much he and I talked and how much I drank!! Pretty much every photo of me, Jack is in the photo too!! LOL

I think my cousin had a pretty good time, she was pretty f**king smashed by the time that we got back to Wagga. Actually I am pretty sure that she was struggling to walk. Ah that sort of s**t just runs in the family!! LMAO I hope that she had a good time. She is a great chicky and very sweet too.

Anyway will post some pictures tonight. There are some absolute shockers!! LOL

Quotes 2

The foolish reject what they see; The wise reject what they think - Zen saying

Being human, I feel profoundly the necessity of putting an end to violence, and I will make sure to put an end to it myself. - Krishnamurti

During the day... practice cherishing the "simplest" person...or people you dislike. - Dalai Lama

No matter how insignificant the thing you have to do, do it as well as you can, give it as much of your care and attention as you would give to the think you regard as most important. - Mahatma Gandhi

Let myriad things captivate you and you'll go further and further astray. How painful to see people all wrapped up in themselves. - Ryokan

The very essence...is that man is a spirit, and has a body, and not that man is a body and may have a spirit also. - Swami Vivekananda

There Must Be Something Wrong!!

There must be something very wrong with me!! I have been madly cooking for the past two days. I am not someone that normally likes to cook, however this weekend, I have really been craving things that my Mum normally cooks for me!! So I have already cooked a slice, a cake and am now in the process of cooking a roast for dinner!! Oh my f**king god!! I am doing so well so far.

Mum is now here observing and I think that I may even be meeting her approval. I am seriously thinking of taking a picture of the end result to show everyone!!

Oh and I get lots of left overs for work tomorrow!! Yummy!!

What a week!!

Well what a week it has been!! I learnt last Friday that I was to be going in for surgery on Tuesday, so that didn't give me much notice, but I really didn't care, because I wanted to get the surgery over and done with.

Stuie came back last Friday night and so we had drinks at my Mum's place and even Stuie's Mum and sister came over too!! It was great to see Stuie's Mum, I love her and his little sister is just awesome!! Anyway so after a few drinks, I wasn't that pissed... (not like normal!! LOL) we got some really good photos!! I can't believe that Stuie tongued a girl!! And it was me!! HAHAHA Will post pics at the end of this blog.

The weekend went rather too quickly and then it was back to work for only one day and then it was off to surgery on Tuesday. I had the surgery done and was at my Nanna's by 3.30pm and was able to finally have a good sleep. My Nanna looked after me and even cooked one of my favourites for dinner, Lamb chops. Oh I ate the whole lot!!

I then had Wednesday off because apparently I wasn't allowed to go back to work. I think that I would have been pretty right to go back, but to be on the safe side I didn't. I was so bored at home though!!

Thursday I was back at work and boy was it good to be back there!! I really love my job and the people that I work with. I now have an adopted grandfather and an adopted sister. :-)

Last night I had a quiet night, and Princess Madds and I just hung around home.

Anyway here are some pics from last Friday night!!

Friends In Low Places

Well I decided to do a montage after seeing one on Rach's blog and above is the end result!! It took me all bloody afternoon and I am pretty happy with my effort.

I decided to call in friends in low places for two reasons. First being that I really like the song and second of all because alot of the photos involve me and mates having rather large drinks and looking as though we belong in low places!! LOL

Anyway I hope that you enjoy!!

Quotes 1

Guard your tongue, for it is highly dangerous; unguarded words can cause terrible distress. - Valluvar

Do not go after the past, nor lose yourself in the future. For the past no longer exists and the future is not yet here. - Bhaddekaratta Sutra

If you are under control you lose the danger of glimpsing an unknown realm. - Kazuaki Tanahashi

Power of the mind is infinite while brawn is limited. - Koichi Tohei

To know our soul apart from our ego is the first step toward accomplishing the supreme deliverance. - Rabindranath Tagore

Matchbox Twenty Concert

Oh s**t I am excited!! Found out last week that Matchbox Twenty were coming to Australia in April and was bummed that I was not going to be able to go to the Melbourne concert. However, my brother rang me the other day to say that they will be playing in Canberra. The next f**king hurdle I had to overcome was finding the money for it!! Well good ole Wendy has come to the rescue and is paying for Chris and I to go and see Matchbox Twenty in Canberra!! F**k I am excited!! I am buying the tickets on Friday lunch time and I can't wait. I last saw Matchbox Twenty when they came to Canberra for their first ever tour!! So another countdown begins!! Bring on April 25!!

And more to the point, bring on the hot Rob Thomas!! (I must say that I don't find him anywhere near as f**king hot as Chester, but he is all the same one hot hell of a fella!!)

So anyway that is my most exciting news at the moment!!

Best Of You - Foo Fighters

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't chooseI swear i'll never give in
No, I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh..OhOh OhOh

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear i'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Oh..

Princess Madds Is Back!!

Well my darling Princess Madds has returned from her fathers and it is so good to have her home!! The house was so bloody quiet without her here!! I think I was beginning to go f**king nuts without her here!! HAHA Now the house is full of her non stop chatter, I have to tell her to stop and take a breath sometimes, because it is like she just does not stop talking. And here I was thinking that I was bad with talking all the time!! LOL Princess Madds takes out the Talkers Award that is for sure!! LOL

So I am one happy Mummy now and thank god we don't have to do the 3 week holidays again till the end of the year. This Mummy misses her Princess Madds way too much when she is gone.

Anyway so I have been keeping busy with Princess Madds and getting her ready for the new school year etc. (I will write another blog on that this afternoon!!)

Happy Australia Day 2008!!!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know it is a day after Australia Day, but I thought that I better wish everyone a happy Australia Day!! I hope that everyone enjoyed their day and that you drank a s**tload of p**s!!!

I had a pretty good Australia Day and enjoyed drinking Jack (nothing unusual!! LOL) and am feeling the effects of it this morning!! Ah well atleast I had a good time!!

Anyway hope that everyone enjoys the long weekend!!

More Wisdom Quotes

From the soul one become many; but in the soul many are one. - The Upanishads

Even our enemy is useful to use because in order to practice compassion we need to practice tolerance, forgiveness and patience, the antidotes to anger. - Dalai Lama

Be not afraid of growing slowly. Be afraid of standing still. - Chinese Proverb

Do not dwell in the past. Do not dream of the future. Concentrate the mind on the present moment. - Buddha

Live as though you were already dead. - Zen Saying

Big Bear Is Here

Well big bear has come to stay!! :-) I am so happy!! I have not been this happy in such a long time!!

I know you are more than likely wondering who the f**k is Bear?? Well Bear's real name is Matt and I have known him for about half of my life. He and I used to party together at a friends house all the time. We always got along and I have not seen him in years (I think the last time that I saw him, was when Princess Madds was about 1) and you can imagine my surprise, when he ran into my brother last weekend and asked for my mobile number!! And even more surprised when he called me last Sunday morning.

Anyway I got a phone call yesterday telling me that he was on his way to Wagga!!! Holy crap!! I was so excited!! I was racing around the house like a chook without a f**king head!! LOL Anyway he finally got here at about 7pm last night and it has been awesome to spend time with him and catch up. We ended up going down to the Home Hotel for a drink, and then we decided to just get some grog and get a pizza and head back to my place. We didn't get to sleep till 1am this morning and I was not feeling like going to work this morning!!

He is coming back from Albury tonight to take me out to dinner, so that should be good!! I can't wait!!

Missing Princess Madds

Well this week has been rather boring for me. It has been so quiet in this place that I just don't know what to do!! I am so used to Princess Madds trying to kick me off the computer, or having to watch Disney or Nickelodeon all day long. And I am really missing all my cuddles, kisses and smiles, but most of all I missing when Princess Madds tells me that she "loves me bigger than the entire universe".

I got to speak to her on Tuesday night and she sounded like she was having a good time with her dad. Which I am pleased about, because I know how much she loves her Dad. We got to talk for a while and she was telling me what she had gotten for Christmas and all that and I didnt want the phone call to end. But we are counting down the days till she gets home and we now only have 11 more days to go. Almost half way through!!

I think that I am going to have to go out and find some amusement this weekend to kill the boredom. HEHEHE

Random Stuff

Not much has happened in the past two days. Have led a pretty boring existence!! LOL It has been nice and quiet, but now it is getting way too quiet without Princess Madds here. I got to speak to her last night and she sounded o.k. She was telling me all about the presents that she got from her Dad and Santa and she wanted to talk and talk and talk!! Just like her mother!! HAHAHAA I am really missing Princess Madds, this time, it might be because she is gone for almost 3 weeks, I don't know.

I have been recovering from the weekend, have been feeling a bit tired and then it could all be happening again this weekend if Teneille decides to get her backside down here so that we can get on the p**s!! S**t it will be a big weekend if she does come down. That means lots more feral behaviour from me, as Teneille has this way of getting me to do crazy s**t that I would never normally do. Actually I probably would do the crazy s**t, it's just that she knows what to say to get me to do the crazy s**t!! LOL It will be awesome if she does come down, because then we can do a pub crawl!!

Anyway not much else to write at the moment, finished my box of Krispy Kreme donuts off last night, and I don't think that I put on a single ounce from them!! Ah well, I am trying!! LOL I have also turned another person into a Krispy Kreme addict and each time I go to Canberra now, she wants a box of them!! HAHAHA

Better go and get ready for work!!

More Canberra Pics

Canberra Trip 12-13 Jan

I awoke on Saturday morning not feeling very well. I woke up at 4.45am and felt like I needed to be sick!! I hate the feeling of being hungover, and I hadn't felt this bad in such a long time!!

Anyway finally got back to sleep till 6.45am and then Mum was here at 7.15am to pick me up and take me to Canberra. I thought that I was going to sleep the whole way, but I didn't (which rather f**king surprised me with how I was feeling).

We got to Canberra at about 10.30am and then it was straight to see my brother. And when I got there, there was ..... (drum roll please!! HAHA) Teneille!! Holy f**king s**t!! It was really good to see her and we had so many laughs!!

We ended up going to Walsh's Hotel in Queanbeyan for lunch and I had a Chicken Schnitzel that was almost as big as me!! So I had a few Jacks to go with lunch (the hungover was gone by then and I had to drink, I was with Teneille!! LOL) and yes I was a little bit feral at the pub, but hey Teneille always brings the feral out in me!! HAHAHA

We then headed back to my brothers place and it was time for some more drinking. All I did the whole time was f**king laugh!!

Here are the pics from Canberra. Might need to do two blogs though as they are all not going to fit in one.

My rather large Chicken Schnitzel!!

Teneille.

My baby brother!!

Me being rather feral!! LOL