It's Not Fair - Lily Allen

Friday, December 14, 2007

Kaz - My Best Mate

Kaz is probably going to either flog me or hug me because I am writing this blog about her. But it all good!! I can handle her!! LOL :-)

I can't sleep, (still trying to get used to certain things) and thought I would get up and write a blog. So my blog tonight is about my best mate.

What a best mate!! We met through some very weird circumstances (pretty long story hey Kaz!!), but she has been my best mate for the past two years and I do not know what I would have done in the past two years without her in my life. She has been my life line in a few situations. Kaz has listened to me rant and rave, talk about all the good times, held me during my darkest hours and hugged me when I needed that shoulder to cry on, got on the piss with me (that doesn't happen enough :-(, but hopefully it will happen again soon!!), but most of all she has loved me and accepted me for who I really am. I would be lost without Kaz. My life would not feel complete with her not in it. She has always been there for me and I am hoping that I am always there for her.

You are all probably wondering why I am typing all this. Well I was listening to a song before and I don't know why, but it really reminded me of Kaz. And the song was Wonderwall by Oasis. I guess Kaz has been my wonderwall and she has saved me. I am going to post the lyrics to the song at the end of this blog.

I guess what I am really trying to say is, that I am one of the lucky ones. I have found a diamond in the rough. And I hope to Christ, that she is always going to be my diamond in the rough.

Love ya Kaz!!

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that
I would Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

2 comments:

Unknown said...

You are so in trouble .... NOT ... Thank you from the bottom of my heart the tears are falling and i can't find one tissue ...

YES you are always there for me as well ...

I LOVE YOU xoxoxoxoxooxo

Ness said...

I love ya too honey.

Didn't mean to make you cry!! :-)