It's Not Fair - Lily Allen

Monday, June 30, 2008

More Weird News!!

Car dealer Walter Moore of Max Motors in Butler, Mo. (an hour south of Kansas City), announced in May a free premium to every car purchaser: either $250 worth of gasoline or a gift certificate for a handgun. He told KMBC-TV that 80 percent of customers choose the gun. [KMBC-TV (Kansas City), 5-20-08]

Cardiologists at Hartford (Conn.) Hospital, writing in the June Annals of Emergency Medicine, described a patient suffering from irregular heartbeat whose rhythm was restored to normal following a Tasering by police. [Medical News Today, 5-28-08] (And who would have thought that tasering could come in handy!!! LOL)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Races Today

Well my Mum has scored some free tickets to the races today, so that looks like where I will be. :-) Plus I am getting free drinks!! You gotta f**king love that!! And I don't even think I am going to drink Jack today. I am feeling like it is a champagne and OJ day!! LOL

We went shopping on Thursday night and my Mum bought me a really awesome outfit for the races!! She went crazy with the spending, but I was loving it because she was spending on me!!! Will definitely post pictures from today, I am going to get s**t faced!! LMAO!!

Monday, June 9, 2008

Afternoon Tea

Well the girls in my block of units decided that we were going to be ladies this afternoon and we were going to an "afternoon tea". F**k me dead!! I ain't no f**king lady!! Actually I can be a lady when the time is called for, although I don't like doing it!! So anyway we all had a really nice time just sitting around and talking and eating lots of yummy food!!!

Here are some pics from this afternoon.








It's Been A While Lyrics

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high and
it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

Staind - It's Been Awhile

Love this song and it reminds me of someone pretty special...

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Baby Bro Was Home!!!

Oh my f**king god!! It was so good to see my baby brother!! I f**king cried the moment that I saw him!! I have really missed him or it may have just been me being a little bit hormonal!!

We had a really nice time, we got to spend the whole weekend together and I didn't have Princess Madds, so I didn't need to worry about her and we got to play up!!!

And fuck did we play up!! I was too smashed to take photos!! I have a couple of me on Saturday morning and I look a bit how you going, but I overcome that by going to the Union Hotel for 10.30am Jack Daniels and cokes!! It certainly woke me up and I got to watch all the people pass. They must have thought that we were all f**king huge pissheads, but hey I was thirsty, Keith was thirsty and we didn't want to have to wait in a hairdressers whilst my brother got his f**king hair cut!!

So here are a few pics from the weekend. Oh and my bro and Keith followed us to Young this afternoon, so that he was able to surprise Princess Madds as she was devastated that she was missing out on seeing him for the weekend.


Keith & his beer.

We had a little fire....

Bro and I (notice the JD shirt... It came all the way from Texas!! Love ya Rach!!)
Me and baby bro again.


Our drinks at 10.30am. :-)

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Jimmy Eat World - hear you me

Sad Day!!

Today has been a bit of a sad day for me. It was 11 years ago that my Pop passed away. It f**king (sorry Pop!!) devastated our whole family when we lost him. It does not feel that long ago, that I was a 17 year old on my P plates having to drive my inconsolable Mum from Canberra to Wagga. That was one day that I will never forget. I knew something had happened, because both my brother and I had skipped school and gone to my best mate Les' place to hang out. At 11.10am we went down to Calwell shopping centre to get something to eat. At 11.15am, I had the god awful feeling and thought that there was no way I could eat. Later on I would find out that was the exact minute that my Pop left this earth. Maybe it was his way of telling me that he was gone.

My life has not been the same since my Pop or my Uncle Eugene left us. In ways, I feel like alot of things in my life went down hill since then. It was like two out of the four men that I actually trust in this world had left me. I now only have my Dad and my brother there to trust and protect me.

I f**king hate death!! I f**king hate it!! I f**king hate having no control over s**t like that!!

Alright I am going to finish this as I can see it just getting worse. Sorry for the morbid mood, just not f**king happy at all.

Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will all be good when I get that cuddle that I want. :-)

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Downfall Matchbox Twenty

Special Ones - George

Isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face,
but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled
permeates my essence to the point where I,
Don't want to see you hear you,
be anywhere near you,
you probably think I'm threatened by you
but your illusionary power doesn't threaten me,
Actually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,
I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises you
I suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,
those with integrity have won the match before it's begun

So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me

Some can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured mould,
you could offer me nothing,
you could offer me nothing that I need
Do you think I'm asking too much?
A kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned,
how can I open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?
I've honoured your honour to the point of embarrassment,
but innocence in the hands of the guilt-free is kicked to,
is kicked to the curb
I was ashamed of my innocence,
I was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity
I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me

So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me

I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.

This is not worthy of me
and now with clarity I see
that I can walk away,
I can walk away

I Am Going To Cry!!

I am so going to cry!!! My Stuie is not coming home now for the weekend. I am f**king devastated!! He just called me and is unable to come down!!! F**k I was near crying on the phone!!

Stu, I am sorry for being so upset, but you know that it is because I love you so f**king much!! And I have missed you f**king terribly since you moved. It is like you took part of my heart with you, when you moved. Chin up Stu, I might be up there in 2 weeks, so hopefully we can party then, if I am feeling up to it.

It will still be a good weekend, Chris is still coming down and Stu's sister is coming round for drinks, so Stu, you will be there in spirit!!

F**k I am still going to record that video for you when I am pissed!!

Love ya Stu!!!

Surgeons cut 16 washers from penis

A MAN was operated on in Hornsby Hospital early today to remove 16 stainless steel washers from his penis.

Berowra Fire Rescue officers were called to alleviate the man from his awkward predicament at 3am.

It was not clear how the situation arose.

Click Here For Full Article

Note: I want to know what the f**k this bloke was thinking when he put 16 f**king washers on his c**k?? I must admit that I was crying from laughter when I read this article!!! :-) It gave me some entertainment for the day!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

New Church Sign!!


LMFAO!!!

Feeling Great!!

I am feeling bloody awesome today!! First of all my baby bro is coming home, my Stuie is coming home on the weekend and other things in my life are really starting to look up!!

Plus I have more f**king awesome news!! My mate Rach, is going to be in Oz from the 27th of December to the 6th of January!! F**k I am so f**king excited!! I near wet myself the other night when she told me that they had booked their tickets. Rach I think you need to email me copies of the tickets, so I can stop pinching myself and know that it is real!! LMFAO!!

I am sad about one thing though and that is the fact that my best mate is going through a really rough patch at the moment and I don't know how the f**k to fix things for her. I don't know what I can do to make things better for her, my hands are pretty much tied and I hate feeling helpless!! It is one emotion that I don't deal with very well at all. I am trying my best to do what I can to make her feel better and it is hard being where I am and she is not here with me. I wish she was here just so I could give her a huge f**king hug!!

Anyway that is about it from me for today with all of my news!! I don't think that I can handle anymore excitement after the past few days!! :-)

Busta Rhymes ft. Linkin Park - We Made It [GREAT QUALITY!]

F**king love this song, so am going to leave it as a post!! :-)

Baby Bro Is Coming Home For The Weekend!!!

F**k I am so excited!! My baby bro is coming home for the weekend!! It is going to be huge!! He will be home at about 6 on Friday night (when I have to be at Young dropping Princess Madds off to her father), but when I get back, look out JD & Cokes!! We are planning on just sinking as much piss as we can!! Chris is bringing his best mate Keith with him and the last time that they were home, it was bad!!! I literally could not f**king walk!! They f**ked me up that much!! Ah but it was so worth it!!

Here is a picture from the last time that they were down of me and the damage that they f**kind did to me!! LMFAO!!




F**king Goneskis!!!

And then my beloved Stuie is coming home for the weekend too, just because I wanted him to!! F**k I love ya Stu and can't wait to see you!!

Will definitely post pictures of the damage that they cause!!!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Chester Pictures!!

I was looking on the net before and my lordy!! F**k me there are so many f**king hot pictures of Chester!! F**k he is hot!! Everyone thinks that I am crazy for thinking he is hot, but hey each to their own!! LMFAO!! I don't know what it is with guys that are really skinny and dark haired!! It is just what I like!! Maybe it is because I am so skinny and am dark haired myself!! Who knows.

When my bro and I were at the concert, the moment that Chester took his shirt off, I thought I was going to choke!! My bro looked at me and yelled at the top of his lungs in my ear "Keep it in your f**king pants sis!!" F**king smartarse Chris is, but it was pretty f**king funny and true!! LMFAO!!

Anyway I am going to share some of my favourite pictures of my "other" favourite man!! So here's Chester!!! :-)

He just looks so sweet!! :-)

F**k he is in jeans here and I love it!!

Love his tatts!!! :-)

Faint - Linkin Park

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can seethese scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believethis is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

[Chorus](I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored!!!

Note: The bold part of the lyrics is my favourite part of the song!! :-)