Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Special Ones - George
Isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face,
but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled
permeates my essence to the point where I,
Don't want to see you hear you,
be anywhere near you,
you probably think I'm threatened by you
but your illusionary power doesn't threaten me,
Actually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,
I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises you
I suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,
those with integrity have won the match before it's begun
So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me
Some can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured mould,
you could offer me nothing,
you could offer me nothing that I need
Do you think I'm asking too much?
A kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned,
how can I open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?
I've honoured your honour to the point of embarrassment,
but innocence in the hands of the guilt-free is kicked to,
is kicked to the curb
I was ashamed of my innocence,
I was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity
I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me
So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
This is not worthy of me
and now with clarity I see
that I can walk away,
I can walk away
but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled
permeates my essence to the point where I,
Don't want to see you hear you,
be anywhere near you,
you probably think I'm threatened by you
but your illusionary power doesn't threaten me,
Actually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,
I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises you
I suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,
those with integrity have won the match before it's begun
So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me
Some can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured mould,
you could offer me nothing,
you could offer me nothing that I need
Do you think I'm asking too much?
A kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned,
how can I open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?
I've honoured your honour to the point of embarrassment,
but innocence in the hands of the guilt-free is kicked to,
is kicked to the curb
I was ashamed of my innocence,
I was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity
I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me
So rather than being kicked around,
I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around,
I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you,
I'm going to cover my bases first
So rather than trying to open my heart,
I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones,
so that only the special ones,
can ever get through to me
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
I don't want to be angry.
This is not worthy of me
and now with clarity I see
that I can walk away,
I can walk away
I Am Going To Cry!!
I am so going to cry!!! My Stuie is not coming home now for the weekend. I am f**king devastated!! He just called me and is unable to come down!!! F**k I was near crying on the phone!!
Stu, I am sorry for being so upset, but you know that it is because I love you so f**king much!! And I have missed you f**king terribly since you moved. It is like you took part of my heart with you, when you moved. Chin up Stu, I might be up there in 2 weeks, so hopefully we can party then, if I am feeling up to it.
It will still be a good weekend, Chris is still coming down and Stu's sister is coming round for drinks, so Stu, you will be there in spirit!!
F**k I am still going to record that video for you when I am pissed!!
Love ya Stu!!!
Stu, I am sorry for being so upset, but you know that it is because I love you so f**king much!! And I have missed you f**king terribly since you moved. It is like you took part of my heart with you, when you moved. Chin up Stu, I might be up there in 2 weeks, so hopefully we can party then, if I am feeling up to it.
It will still be a good weekend, Chris is still coming down and Stu's sister is coming round for drinks, so Stu, you will be there in spirit!!
F**k I am still going to record that video for you when I am pissed!!
Love ya Stu!!!
Surgeons cut 16 washers from penis
A MAN was operated on in Hornsby Hospital early today to remove 16 stainless steel washers from his penis.
Berowra Fire Rescue officers were called to alleviate the man from his awkward predicament at 3am.
It was not clear how the situation arose.
Click Here For Full Article
Note: I want to know what the f**k this bloke was thinking when he put 16 f**king washers on his c**k?? I must admit that I was crying from laughter when I read this article!!! :-) It gave me some entertainment for the day!!
Berowra Fire Rescue officers were called to alleviate the man from his awkward predicament at 3am.
It was not clear how the situation arose.
Click Here For Full Article
Note: I want to know what the f**k this bloke was thinking when he put 16 f**king washers on his c**k?? I must admit that I was crying from laughter when I read this article!!! :-) It gave me some entertainment for the day!!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Feeling Great!!
I am feeling bloody awesome today!! First of all my baby bro is coming home, my Stuie is coming home on the weekend and other things in my life are really starting to look up!!
Plus I have more f**king awesome news!! My mate Rach, is going to be in Oz from the 27th of December to the 6th of January!! F**k I am so f**king excited!! I near wet myself the other night when she told me that they had booked their tickets. Rach I think you need to email me copies of the tickets, so I can stop pinching myself and know that it is real!! LMFAO!!
I am sad about one thing though and that is the fact that my best mate is going through a really rough patch at the moment and I don't know how the f**k to fix things for her. I don't know what I can do to make things better for her, my hands are pretty much tied and I hate feeling helpless!! It is one emotion that I don't deal with very well at all. I am trying my best to do what I can to make her feel better and it is hard being where I am and she is not here with me. I wish she was here just so I could give her a huge f**king hug!!
Anyway that is about it from me for today with all of my news!! I don't think that I can handle anymore excitement after the past few days!! :-)
Plus I have more f**king awesome news!! My mate Rach, is going to be in Oz from the 27th of December to the 6th of January!! F**k I am so f**king excited!! I near wet myself the other night when she told me that they had booked their tickets. Rach I think you need to email me copies of the tickets, so I can stop pinching myself and know that it is real!! LMFAO!!
I am sad about one thing though and that is the fact that my best mate is going through a really rough patch at the moment and I don't know how the f**k to fix things for her. I don't know what I can do to make things better for her, my hands are pretty much tied and I hate feeling helpless!! It is one emotion that I don't deal with very well at all. I am trying my best to do what I can to make her feel better and it is hard being where I am and she is not here with me. I wish she was here just so I could give her a huge f**king hug!!
Anyway that is about it from me for today with all of my news!! I don't think that I can handle anymore excitement after the past few days!! :-)
Busta Rhymes ft. Linkin Park - We Made It [GREAT QUALITY!]
F**king love this song, so am going to leave it as a post!! :-)
Baby Bro Is Coming Home For The Weekend!!!
F**k I am so excited!! My baby bro is coming home for the weekend!! It is going to be huge!! He will be home at about 6 on Friday night (when I have to be at Young dropping Princess Madds off to her father), but when I get back, look out JD & Cokes!! We are planning on just sinking as much piss as we can!! Chris is bringing his best mate Keith with him and the last time that they were home, it was bad!!! I literally could not f**king walk!! They f**ked me up that much!! Ah but it was so worth it!!
Here is a picture from the last time that they were down of me and the damage that they f**kind did to me!! LMFAO!!
F**king Goneskis!!!
And then my beloved Stuie is coming home for the weekend too, just because I wanted him to!! F**k I love ya Stu and can't wait to see you!!
Will definitely post pictures of the damage that they cause!!!
Here is a picture from the last time that they were down of me and the damage that they f**kind did to me!! LMFAO!!
F**king Goneskis!!!
And then my beloved Stuie is coming home for the weekend too, just because I wanted him to!! F**k I love ya Stu and can't wait to see you!!
Will definitely post pictures of the damage that they cause!!!
Monday, June 2, 2008
Chester Pictures!!
I was looking on the net before and my lordy!! F**k me there are so many f**king hot pictures of Chester!! F**k he is hot!! Everyone thinks that I am crazy for thinking he is hot, but hey each to their own!! LMFAO!! I don't know what it is with guys that are really skinny and dark haired!! It is just what I like!! Maybe it is because I am so skinny and am dark haired myself!! Who knows.
When my bro and I were at the concert, the moment that Chester took his shirt off, I thought I was going to choke!! My bro looked at me and yelled at the top of his lungs in my ear "Keep it in your f**king pants sis!!" F**king smartarse Chris is, but it was pretty f**king funny and true!! LMFAO!!
He just looks so sweet!! :-) 
When my bro and I were at the concert, the moment that Chester took his shirt off, I thought I was going to choke!! My bro looked at me and yelled at the top of his lungs in my ear "Keep it in your f**king pants sis!!" F**king smartarse Chris is, but it was pretty f**king funny and true!! LMFAO!!
Anyway I am going to share some of my favourite pictures of my "other" favourite man!! So here's Chester!!! :-)
He just looks so sweet!! :-)
F**k he is in jeans here and I love it!!
Love his tatts!!! :-)
Faint - Linkin Park
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can seethese scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believethis is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got
[Chorus](I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored!!!
Note: The bold part of the lyrics is my favourite part of the song!! :-)
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can seethese scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believethis is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got
[Chorus](I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored!!!
Note: The bold part of the lyrics is my favourite part of the song!! :-)
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